Super Humans

Superhumans

Hey Sweeties,

Lately I find myself occasionally overwhelmed at human beings. Strange I know but from time to time I just look at something and think “wow, we’ve created this”. Let me explain…
The way we live now, the way we’ve adapted, developed and built everything to allow us to function the way we do, we’ve created ourselves. When Adam and Eve first walked on the earth (this is the easiest most universal theory to make the point about the beginning of time!) who knew that several million years later we could access any country in the world, venture into space…
Instead of just roaming and living all the same, like in the animal world a hierarchy was put in place to separate the common folk with the elite, we wanted ruling so a monarchy was established, then governments. We now have an enormous celebrity culture, we’ve even made celebrities of people for absolutely no reason what so ever but hey, we like fame! We recognise the good people and for the bad ones we created a criminal system where they get locked up and punished, some even fatally. We like possessions; we developed from trading items like fruit, vegetables and livestock (although I appreciate in some parts of the world this is still the case), to money and investing.
Consider transport, we had a problem, we needed to get places but our legs get tired, our feet sore and there was a limit to what we could carry. So we looked at what we had and figured out that we could ride horses, then we realised horses could pull things and more of us at a time. Then in due course we’ve created the motor car, the aeroplane, boats, and the railway and since then we’ve been crafting slicker, faster, more economic versions of them all. If you just for a moment stop and even just watch the motorway or stand in the middle of an airport or train station, ignoring the chaos, we still created it, all the systems and the ability to reach destinations across the world. Amazing really!
We invented the wheel for crying out loud! Something so unappreciated now but think of how different the world would be if an object as basic as that wasn’t formed but in equal measure imagine the breakthrough it created when it was!
Think about how much pleasure we get from something as silly as queuing! Man, we love a queue don’t we, particularly us British! Even though we complain when we’re stuck in one, I think we love the sense of order and control it brings. We respect that standing behind each other in a line waiting our turn is far more productive than fighting for space and attention.
We acknowledged the need and benefit of recording life and preserving things and making them available to see and read about in museums, books, diaries. We live in a culture where we now share and record EVERYTHING! But think, it’s all stored in cyber space so although it will never be truly lost, 21st century living won’t be found in museums in the same way we look at how the Victorians or Tudors lived. Life now is lived and experienced for today and more than ever it will be gone by tomorrow as we replace things too quickly and the things we share, capture and record are now mostly disposable moments. Our life now is disposable. Think about that.
Humans get sick and injure ourselves so we learnt medicine and created hospitals –places f

or the sick to come and get treated. This of course really is thinking about things on the most intricate basic level but this is what I mean, everything in place and how we function today is the result of many many years of development. None of it naturally just happened or appeared; we discovered a need and found a solution. We discovered a disease and found a cure.
Just something to think about.

Until next time x

Sometimes the glass half full tips

Hi Sweeties,

So, this weekend I have been on a bit of a negative downer, not because anything particularly bad has or is happening, I am just feeling a bit lost and out of control right now.
You remember a few posts ago I mentioned that Ian and I were beginning to start saving for our first house together but that also I was prepared to wait another year or two before moving, just so that saving didn’t take over our lives. Well, the situation suddenly changed a couple of weeks ago, our flat (that Ian owns with a friend) went on the market on a Thursday and by Friday lunchtime the following day had sold to the first viewer. Mental! So, we now have to move which ideally will involve buying our first place but it’s all a bit quick and feels rushed. I live by the motto that everything happens for a reason so if this is the way this next chapter of our lives is supposed to begin then so be it. I just prefer a bit more control and planning!
I am very much a glass half full kinda’ gal and generally keep a positive composure but times like this I do find myself stressing internally and feel myself about to combust. Aside from the house stuff I also find myself a little bit unfulfilled in other areas, mostly in friendships and living so far away from my family and best friend just means that I have to deal with things on my own in my head. Of course I have Ian and he is brilliant but sometimes you just need your Mum and your best friend around for a different perspective on situations.
So when I woke up this morning and saw the sun was shining and not a rain cloud in sight, I decided to take myself and my thoughts on a walk. I try to keep this (Clairey Sweetie) space light and cheerful so I felt it appropriate to post those mumblings elsewhere but to not at least give you the option of delving a little deeper into my head right now, wouldn’t be very honest of me would it?

Spring is coming!

Spring is coming!

On a better note, Ian and I had a really positive meeting with a Mortgage Broker last week and it turns out we can afford more than we thought and it’s a case of just waiting for the right place to come up before we take the plunge and make an offer and hope for the best. Last Christmas Ian and I said how great it would be when we can host Christmas ourselves one year, in our own house… well, it could be reality sooner than we think!

Until next time, Sweeties! x

Life Updates | When Things get a bit much, Take a Walk

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Hey Sweeties,

Some life updates for you…

It is a beautiful sunny day so I have left the house for a walk and to try and escape my current stresses and gain some perspective on my life. I feel stressed and although I would consider myself a glass half full person, I am going through a bit of a negative phase. There are a lot of things happening right now, mostly concerning the overnight sale of the flat I share with my boyfriend and now deciding where to live and embarking on purchasing our first house. Yes it’s incredibly exciting but I don’t feel I am really in control of everything and for a control freak, this is a bit of an emotional nightmare.

This month marks 7 years since I flew the family nest and I have come a long way –I moved out of comfy naïve Devon to the big smoke of London to work and train to be a dental nurse, I then had a 6 month gap to fill so I moved to Leeds to be closer to my then boyfriend that never introduced me to his family and work professionally as a dental nurse which by then I detested. 6 months later and I moved down to Bath to attend Uni and pursue my ambitions to work in communications. While doing a summer job at the end of my 2nd year, I met the man I will eventually marry and after Uni I moved to Hampshire to be with him and now… we’re about to move somewhere new, together. It’s no wonder really that although I feel I’ve seen and done a lot, I have no real connection to anywhere I have lived and still don’t. My best friend lives all the way down in Cornwall, my family are still in Devon and although I meet and make new friends everywhere, I still don’t have anyone (by anyone I mean female friends) I can consistently rely on to ‘hang out with.’ Ultimately it boils down to the fact that I am trying to integrate myself into people’s lives that are somewhat already too established to suddenly make room for me, and when I get in sight of achieving this, I up sticks and move away again!
Jeez I sound like I am whining and so hard done by! I’m not FYI, I’m just in a very reflective mood today and trying to make sense of my misery.
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While I walk I can see signs that spring is on the way, a time of change. It’s exciting!

I can see the people, cars and cyclists passing me from time to time as I walk and giving me disapproving looks while I furiously tap out my thoughts on my phone thinking I am just another of those young people preoccupied with my cyber life than I am on my real one but if I wasn’t typing as I pace, you wouldn’t be reading this now and I my internal thoughts would be disappearing into the air and not into my blog. Maybe I should buy myself a Dictaphone… (*ponders this*)

Writing is such a good therapy. I am pretty useless at creative writing because although I am creative, I don’t have the vocabulary or an internal dictionary good enough to explain things in a more elaborative, descriptive and poetic detail. I just tell it like it is, the sky is blue, sometimes grey and all that and why whoever invented the blog needs knighting!

So you wanna know how I feel? This (*points above) is how I feel.

Until next time x

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